Disconnected

I've been wondering if it is time to reconnect with my family, friends and peer groups? I've been doing other thing for awhile now and I've done a pretty good job of isolating myself between my blog time and time away.

Yesterday I went to a birthday brunch for a friend. It was very nice but I felt like I was in a terrarium outside the conversations most of the time. I need to talk to my accidental therapist C. She went through a phase like this 7 or 8 years ago. She is my accidental therapist because she called me once many years ago - identifying herself by her first name...

She asked me how I was doing and I blathered on and on about the state of mt breakup at the time. She gave me some surprising helpful suggestions and as I listened I realized that I wasn't sure who I was talking to.... I realized this was NOT the therapist I had been seeing for awhile to help me get my breakup...but it was someone who had the same name...someone I barely knew!

I was horrified, of course... and Amazed.